Having the cosmos open up to a person doesn't necessarily mean a Kundalini event has occurred. Neither does the awareness of certain universal truths mean one has stepped upon the path towards enlightenment. Sometimes a small glimpse of the vast truth(s) is given to those who are gifted with such an extraordinary experience and if this occurred for you then I am honored to meet you.
The face of the All that Is, the glorious God of Creation, doesn't require that you have Kundalini. And if a person is blessed with such an experience and comes to the conclusion that life is now less meaningful because of the little ego's inability to process such an event without going into despair or into an idea of futility is merely a view through an advanced multi layered understanding by one not yet ready to view the multiple layers that are given.
This is merely an effect of a limited consciousness' in-ability to conjugate the experience. Divine knowledge without Divine consciousness for understanding that knowledge. Divine shoes for one without divine feet. Kundalini helps one to grow divine feet. lol
Kundalini in my experience doesn't bring fear. We bring fear through our innocence. The fear of the unknown based in the primal fear of death of the body. Kundalini does bring the unknown, in my humble opinion. And often when the human is confronted with the unknown fear can come but it can be transient when experience and understanding articulate into the individual's ability to learn. A needed step for the trusting of one’s path.
Learning allows us to flow through fear into more discoveries. Learning to use the gifts of discovery to learn more and so forth. This in my experience goes on for the lifetime of the individual inside of a gift of the Kundalini. It never stops.
Kundalini is an aspect of our inner nature. It IS us and we ARE it. When it begins to express the body responds and the body knows and is made for this expression to occur. Fluttering organs are one example. Kriyas are another. Yes it will open the person into the opportunities of new experiences but they do not need to be fearful.
Often the symptoms and phenomena follow similar patterns of expression which allows us to learn and appreciate another's experience so that if it happens to us we can be grateful for the blessings that are offered rather than the fear that beckons. That is why we are here in this group. To help and learn from each other. blessings - chrism
Kundalini is an aspect of our inner nature. It IS us and we ARE it. When it begins to express the body responds and the body knows and is made for this expression to occur.