You will come out of this very strong and very confident in your process and your divine connection. Consider the time you spent as a cocooning, a time to struggle, and in the struggling gain the needed strength to fly. Like the butterfly.
As you continue you may begin to realize that these travails have been a classroom. A teaching that could only occur as you gave up aspects of your old self in order to gain a respect and appreciation of the new self you are becoming. Not to say the class is over by any stretch but the goal of the learning can become increasingly clear.
Kundalini is very strong. So must be the person she awakens inside. Strong and forgiving, loving and diligent, able to give and receive with out a need for acknowledgement. The greater the strength, the deeper the surrender, the infusion of knowledge and the ability of discernment become increased beyond the mundane and literally ascend into the arms of divine guidance. Then it is for those blessed in such a way to act in accordance with that guidance. - blessings - chrism
Kundalini is very strong. So must be the person she awakens inside. Strong and forgiving, loving and diligent, able to give and receive with out a need for acknowledgement.