Often Kundalini spinal sweeps are known to be misinterpreted or thought of to be a form of seizure. The head whips back the spine can hyper-arch backward in a joyous love and unity impact from the divine marriage.
It can feel fantastic and often defies expression and description except for gross physical movements. Often a light is viewed from behind closed eyes as an inner golden light and sometimes fills the entire closed eye viewing range.
Flutes and Gongs and celestial music are experienced. Incense can be smelled or roses. Humming of Bees and chirping of crickets! Feel/see the light as it rushes through you. Fountaining out your fontanel.
"Sudden Unity With all Creation" is a Kundalini symptom. From a sudden impact of a Kundalini awakening. This can put one into complete absorption. This can lead one into "Spiritual Ecstasy". This state will make a believer out of you! lol.
All very strange stuff for many of the contemporary and classical medical establishments.
I advise you to embrace your gifts. Embrace this Kundalini! You have had to do many things right to get where you are today. The poetry and the music of your presence are easily felt through your love and caring, as you express it here. Be grateful for your awakening and with love for all give the unique expression of yourself. Feel the Kundalini respond with love when you give your gifts of love to another without the need to be given in kind. It is noticed when you give service to others and the kindness with which you do it.
Be easy with your self outside of hard work and balanced eating and emotional healing. Radiate expressed love and laughter. Pray and meditate for your "Mother/Shakti's" happiness and bless her compassionate concern. Ask for and receive clarity and uninterrupted focus if you feel the need. Allow yourself the feeling and freedom to experience new ways of processing reality.
Apply these activities daily. Especially and including your income employment. Have no fear about anything and feel your attachments to fear fading away. Leave your options open as your personal combination will fall into place for you with the help of surrendering to the process. See/feel the Shakti winding her way through your spine and allow her wisdom to guide you. Your intuition and feelings will help you find your way through the many mysteries and discoveries that have come and will come.
Ask for an alteration in the Kundalini expression for a coping strategy. It works. She listens to you and feels your pain. She is intelligent and able to communicate through spiritually focused teaching visions and the myriad aspects of the intuitive function.
"Sudden Unity With all Creation"... can put one into complete absorption.