As the Kundalini awakens we must surrender to the changes that come. Not all of them are easy to have and yet they are necessary to the overall Kundalini agenda. Some can find the bliss and the many pleasurable symptoms counterbalanced by some symptoms that are more difficult to deal with from an ego perspective.
Surrender means to really let go of your desire and expectation of control over the infusion process happening within your body. The heat, the cold, the kriyas, the visions, the pressure, the pleasure, the sleep and the pain all have their place within the process and to these symptoms must the ego surrender.
Even when it is scary we must with hold our panic response to remain in control. This is uncharted territory for most people. Trusting and having faith in the unknown isn't what we are used to doing but in the case of Kundalini it knows you better than your ego knows you and the Kundalini agenda is best handled by the Kundalini.
Even so there are many areas within the awakening scenario that will allow for custom individual adjustments within a surrendering platform. The ego isn't sacrificed so much as it is in a retraining format. Ego has a difficult time adjusting to the new paradigm of relinquishing its control over the decision making process especially when we come into areas of fear or pain or symptoms contrary to what we have come to know as "comfortable".
This is where difficulties can be experienced. If we give in to the ego consciousness action of inserting a fear or fear based control response we can become immersed into areas of amplification of those fears in a very short time. Sometimes this may be needed for the karmic polishing process and sometimes it can be used as a way of teaching that surrender is a good activity to be involved in.
We learn in different ways. The learning can be difficult especially when one is already inside of the process and the many unexpected phenomena are being experienced. Often a return to normalcy is the only quality desired. The transformation can be fast and furious and the ego consciousness can be left reeling in its loss of control. So be gentle with yourself and in that gentleness realize that faith and trust and the Kundalini agenda is working for you not against you. That this "gift" of an awakening is needed for your next step of spiritual and physio-spiritual development.
Know that you are being observed and guided in ways that are not perhaps being felt as a tactile or communicated application even though the guidance is occurring. This is where your trust and surrender to the "Divine" agenda comes into a great expression. This is where your belief system will help you to get a gentle "grasp" and "trust" of the phenomena and the transformation that is taking place.
For those of you without a strong expression in the Divine devotional areas I offer you the sum total of my experience and of the Kundalini Divine communications that are given through my process for your process. – many blessings all! - chrism
Surrender means to really let go of your desire and expectation of control over the infusion process happening within your body.