This is only about the tactile feelings. The sensations. It is for me like a constant but manageable gentle full body orgasm mixed with a feeling of so much love that you will cry if you focus on it. All the time. After a time you can function quite normally because you have been changed so that you are able to do so. But at first it is....well words cannot do it justice so I will let you fill in the blank.
This is outside of the knowledge that comes and the skills that come and the impressions that come and the responsibilities that come. This is outside of the High Spiritual contact and connection that comes and the wave that will come up from behind me and envelope me as I am about to do a seminar or healing in public. This is just about the sensate experience twenty-four seven.
It also never stops. There is no endpoint in sight. As your body changes it increases. You come into balance then more changes come and Kundalini increases and so forth. At least this is how it has been for me. I keep getting stronger and stronger with it as it continues to expand.
My awakening was also a traumatic affair at the beginning. Horrible really. One of the worst parts was the loneliness. Knowing you couldn't tell your family or friends or boss at work and never, ever, your MD. It all stabilized after some years and from this experience and from the Kundalini itself have come the safeties. - just an FYI - blessings - chrism
Sometimes it will be necessary for the tactile senses to be suspended. This will be governed by your higher self and your Kundalini. This "there but not there" feeling can be a blessing as the harder or more painful aspects of the infusion are completed or started. It will be temporary but go as deep as you possibly can in your surrender to it and to the entire process that these areas will not need to be revisited later on. - blessings - chrism
It ... never stops. There is no endpoint in sight. As your body changes it increases.