There is more to it
The solitary aspect of it
The inner personal strivings and stillness
The essential core of individual surrender being ravaged through irreconcilable realities
The sensation of loss without losing
The mind’s eye viewing the transformation of the ego and yet still being able to know and remember that which was and is…
Is still there.
Being abandoned within a glorious garden of comprehensible confusion
A beautiful matrix of experience without reference points
Following a solitary inverse illumination as you turn and turn and turn
Most of the dark night cannot be.